ahhhh life sux! (from my point of view haha) how to make your life more meaningful?? felt so sian one... why must we study? to have a better future? argh... i hate to study!! den life... so sian one... there is no one to help me share my problem... got so many thing to complain but don dare voice it out.. cause scared other think i very what... k la better den last time liao at lest i complain bout everything now hehe... den i am juz a minority in everyone life... even if i don exist it don matter to anyone of them... except my family! (they rOx) call people out always no time no money... still always ask me play game when not enough people... if enough liao can ignore me for whole day... juz because i go to the wrong school? maybe... envy them always can meet eat lunch, go school, go out... and me? don even bother cause i too "far" from them...

k la don complain liao! lets move on.. there is always tomorrow!! today went school (like duh? i do this everyday) nothing special lor haha had my vidp audio prac test... felt so easy but dono i correct or not haha... den play a lot of card game.. dai dee and bluff hehe yonghui pro liar! nxt time don trust him le hahaha... den went to jurongpoint eat! yonghao always got thing to buy one.. envy him got money (he earn himself one!!) he see thing he like will buy it very fast haha cool siaz den i wanted to buy the qiu tian de tong hua vcd!!! and twins effect 2!! but i got no cash with me... den my card crack like siao liao even though use it not long ago at MJ. felt like playing basketball tennis badminton etc!! so long nvr do anything liao haha and juz now zhao jing zhi found out i actually had nice body shape wor wahahhaa except for the fats la!! so now i want to change myself... i want to change everything bout me around me and wat so ever!! with that.... i need money!!! ok money issue again lalaala go hunt job soon!!

"Lydia" "you make me want to fall in love"... "ni de wei xiao" jiu shi wo de "guang mang"..."wo meng de ai" jiu xiang "hou le yuan" ni de "liu lang zhe zhi ge"... wang wang le "ta ruo pai"... wo xiang yao de "revolution"... rang "wo yao fei"!!! "fly away" ba!!

i am so bo liao!!! ok today is mid authum festival... nth much juz eat dinner together lor... den sing F.I.R song haha.. guess wat? my nephew drop my hp!!! first time it drop!!! ahhhh!!! somemore its located behind my computer desk and i nvr notice.. until i cannot find my fone haha...

went to school as usual lor... sigh... i hate school!!! but remember the georgina phua say before... when u do something.. conc on that thing.. worrying about other thing only make u worry more this thing later... quite true la nice lesson also haha...

i has this feeling... ... ... ... ... that i hope it dies off

went to school rather early to hand in my mmad storyboard... den see other people work i felt so... inferior? (dono use right word not) other people thing are so much nicer compare to mine... except for stedtson one la but his writeup damn a lot lor... and irvin one so cute haha got stickman figure de! really storyboard haha... after that went to play pool with stedt and jos and ter... i so lousy!! den arcade lor... play kof again =X the high score list all my name haha so proud (maybe cause too early no one play before ba) today eat a lot also... got prawn noodle, porridge, rojak, chao kuay tiao, tako, fishball, instant noodle... wa a lot la haha now still so full...

o ya i buy liang jing ru <>!! and f.i.r vcd!! haha i ask the counter for poaster sia so scared don have cause he was like... huh poaster? den suddenly add if sold out no more le! lucky got get one! but the liang jing ru cd don have the pass for the qian ming hui!!!!! AR!!!!! i want go de!!!

okkkkkk i also saving money to buy one digital camera... now aiming the ixus 500 or 430 haha 799 or 699 respectively.. ex rite? maybe find cheaper de ba

Loving someone is no need to say sorry.. hah my phrasing a bit sux... summer scent is such a nice show! same as winter sonata! now i wanted to buy the qiu tian de tong hua... hehe... i want to buy so many vcd and cd!! but i no money... plan to work one but like only sunday and weekday night free lor... what job got so flexible time...

if no time work maybe i should go learn something ba... keyboard? piano? flute? composing? drums? but all need $$! so must find sponsor also wahhaha

come to think of it.. i like very long nvr contact with anyone le...! chinyuan birthday juz over but i lost his number!! his address also dono throw where.. haha wat a lousy friend i am. den sec sch friend like also nvr go bother liao... allan they all always so busy one ether no money or no time...

another boring day... went to return the equipment (i take boom this time... easy job) den rush tbcm... print out liao den say not enough waste my money... den do for whole day lor... went to have the vidp practical test... the lecturer delay the practical to other time because of overrun but i was the last one on the list that is not affected... felt so glad waited so long and not for nothing. tmr must wear formal go school... sigh! so troublesome! still trying to change myself to more independent and don be stupid ba i still cannot control myself to find stupid thing to talk about.. old habit hard to change... maybe go add a dream list when i free at the coloum to the left... o ya sms freddy sensei to tell him i won't go for aikido until holiday haha he say relax comfortable le den come wor... i am juz too lazy! slackerzZzz!!

need rush my assignment le!!! later comfirm must do the tbcm... den the mmad i dono want do not leh very sian haha... juz get back vidp assignment 1 result... i get C!!! quite a lot people get C la but i don like!!! haha my whole grp get C though (that why i say A LOT get C)

ehh btw... i so unrealiable meh... why i talk like no one will believe de... think next time don talk le ba i rather be dao den people ignore me. sooo this is life!

o ya juz remember alex joining singing competition!!! cannot believe it i tot he jking den really sia! hope he wun win wahhaha! hmm remmeber anything also that black widow got baby le!!! (ok one month ago know le but always forget so write down better) that why i go back sch nvr find her sia... sad a baby black widow wahhaha still got wat leh... don think have anything le ba!

yawn!! so sleepy now!! i wanted to do my mmad assignment one... but dono why juz felt so sleepy hah... under the sun... where could i found... the one i trust and trust me in return~ the bank? heh

spend so much money today on sushi again... should not have go there to discuss work see the food i cannot stop taking it! hehe... ok la today nth happen... but i play gb juz now got such a weird bug!! my team got 4 people and opponent got 2! (actually is 3 v 3 but i lag or wat la) den in game also like that.. i saw teammate shooting at each other!! haha weird rite? but lucky we win if not i sad le!

"Within passion's fruit they will be found,And more of them in the pomegranate's crown. Rowed they are within an apple's core, Yet other fruits have them more. And though the nectarine has but one, Still, this is all just in fun. Playing hide and seek - a children's game. Finding out each player is just the same."

Answer : Seeds

now damn tired feel like sleeping... but i don want to! i got nth to do but juz don feel like sleeping... today not much happen... life is so boring... how come other can have such good life... do they fight for it? or luck is on their side? i know also a lot people is worse den me but... life is juz so unfair! i must fight for fairness!!! that why i am a libra!! why i always complain bout thing de... hah...

happiness is like a bubble! treasure it before it burst! juz read a very sad story... hehe why human have such complicated thinking... how i hope everyone in this world is simple minded! juz thinking... a guy like me... how to attract girl... although i always act until very confident bout myself but don think i am so... i always bottle up all my thinking in myself. i don cry and i don find people to complain (maybe a bit la) if i only got 24hr left... i really want to go about and tell everyone my real thoughts bout them good or bad i don care!! since i left 24hr. haha

ok life sux as usual la... went to school the mmpj tutorial lecturer (geogenia phua i think... dono how to spell) say i shou le! haha funny sia but hey! last week my guitar teacher also say that! but he only nvr see me for 1 week -.- like lame lor still say i cut hair dono he recongise me not. den lose hao in go... by 30+ 40 mu like that... he much more experience them me cannot blame ma! den hor... eat at fc 4 the green curry not bad!! lesson again... bla bla after sch discuss vidp den come out with a lot of lame idea la... den go to jurongpoint to eat dinner at mac... play at the arcade first round kanna qie liao knn! somemore i random and get daimon!!! i dono how to use at all!!! lose like siao... (ok he also random -.- but if give me his 3 char i also know how to play) den went home...!! jie keep talking bout the joelle one hehehe... i want to swim tmr!!!

juz come out of a idea before i sleep! i want to make 4 song... each for a season! hehe bring the mood out for each one! can link together to make a story also... so now i must ownself think of a story! that need the 4 mood!!

Can u really forget your first love? If one day u found someone who look like her... Is she really the one? isit still possible? This is fate and a joke...

life... what is life to you? everyone has different of life bout this world ba... hah~~ i am such a slack person yet i always wanted thing to be done nicely... and i always hate to trouble people by asking them to do thing... i like thing to be done by myself and yet... i am a slack person! hahaa! i want to change my life!!! no one notice that i changes... except for me hehe i look at thing so different from last time... so much better now~~ look on the bright side!!

ehhh today go sch! haha late as usual la surf net until late one kns. den meet yonghui at the mrt sia he also late! ok so went to sch den....... ok school release le den went to tiong and eat ramen! buy death note 1 & 2 den went to arcade... spend $1 on the stupid ninja machine that cannot shoot the left one... den like that lor went home!!

o ya!! today my lucky day! i win a lot of time in gb! can trash juan! (juan i hate u!) ok childish who cares lala

here are my grade...
MMPJ C
MMMI B
MMAS B
Japanese 20/100

not bad rite except for the jap! the sensei return me that time like stun haha got a section all correct and all is guess de! behind got 6 question is 50/50 one den i guess all wrong!! kao leh. den mmpj dono why i can get C.. behind all anyhow do one maybe is my Ms Project not bad la... den MMMI!!!! i get B!! maybe can get A de den last min i go lai disiao and change den come out my old answer correct... den is mmas lor act pro until become like that simple thing i do until i ownself don understand =x ok thats all for the test eleboration (btw i nvr study at all!!!)

now for today... wake up at 9am for a 9am lesson of TBCM... reach there went in that time juz nice mark attendence -.-! (my name pass le though) heard the lecturer late too hehe den mmas lecture cancel cause MLT got no aircon like suana inside... wait till 1 to see they got win lucky draw or not den went down to catch a movie the TERMINAL! quite a nice show haha funny also and hmm life? wait and always look on the bright side of life! den... rain heavly rush back to sch for jap lesson... eat sambal chao fang at fc 3 when i saw et and a girl! i sit right next to them haha disiao a bit... den like that lor went homeeeeee!!! ^^~

quite a nice day today... wonder why haha~~ maybe because today hand in the MMPJ proposal!! wake up early in the morning (late as usual) to meet up and touch up on the proposal... no time to do sia lucky i last night already edit quite a bit of it ^^~ den as usual lor... lesson the whole day!! till 7.30pm!!

juz notice i got a trend one if one day i pessimistic the nxt day i will be optimistic! weird rite? i can like suddenly think from the other side juz by a simple sleep and nxt day i will think like from a totally different angle! maybe this is why i am a librian! a scale that change side hahaha

today discuss MMPJ until siao sia~ we plan the whole story liao hehe from a MTV change into a animation... sobz sobx but still got song inside la and i still the song composer! hehe quite a nice story but i find it a bit too LONG winded only. den juz like that lor discuss for the whole day... o ya i drop a nugget at the 2056!!! ok lame haha den... went to eat at edo sushi (ya ya sushi again i getting broke soon) continue with the discussion at the JE library~ that time i already so tired that i nvr do anything. went home that time the train got a grp of sibei kaobei guy so damn bloody noisy!! feel like slapping them but... peace! haha~~ o ya saw someone from my ex sch at the JE station... cute sia hehe!

moral of the day: if u live to the age of 70... u will have a total of 365 x 70 = 25550 moral per day (ya la including when u are a baby) leng rite whahaha

hao wu liao ah... dono why suddenly felt so bored... like suddenly nothing to do!! don even had the mood to do anything actually... maybe too tired le ba? wake up at 9+ when kaijie and yonghui come my hse to do assignment... first thing they do is KOF then after awhile kimjoo arrive~~ and the project started... till bout 12+ when we had the skeleton out le. After that kimjoo go off den we go eat lunch! the guichap downstair sux!!! haha then went back and started KOF again. Went to fetch huiling after that... so sway!!! i look outside my hse the rain was like so little? then i go downstair and is pouring like siao den went up take umbrella den go down and the rain was gone!!! lame rite!!! heck la went there and get huiling (think she waited for more then half an hour) go bring her tapao food first den went back to continue the project. don really do much i was slacking most of the time. went to suntec after that eat dinner at bk! (huiling go for piano lesson le) then spend $5 on arcade on bo liao game haha those can release stress one!! den walk to bugis juz to get a bus home... home le eat xiaolongbao den bla bla bla bla bla and here i am lor!

hmmZz what a boring day!!! went to school to do mmmi(i completed long ago) so why was i there? haha cause too bo liao le... found scores! so nice hehe... den kj keep talking bout resident evil sp version -.- wat start out in ICT block... den can make gun in MM area zombie is originated from CLS (my idea wahaha) lame rite? hehe then... went to bugissSs eat mos burger hamburger + ice milk tea! cost me $3.75! haha then went arcade and play ~~ all the money spend on game that don even last long -.- my kof getting suckier... then the percussion freak.. the green one(think is low tom) spoil!! then the silent scope... too long nvr play hehe =P then they go drink coffee bean & tea leaf... which i nvr buy anything again ^^! den went home lor haha =P now watching Guess3 ... mei tui mei nu~! not bad for the girl haha... how i hope i can changeee! but too lazy =P slacker rOxXx!

hmm? went to school for TBCM... which i gu yi late but who knows i reach there quite early also(like 5 people there only?) the cher let us go eat breakfast... go down le all still haven open zzz den finally waited and eat the fish ball noodle at FC4... which sux!! ok then back to lesson... bla bla bla den went for lunch at FC1! suppose to go 2 one but then... there suddenly a lot ncc see also sian... den back to lesson again (6hr of lesson leh...) after lesson is like go for MMPJ discussion ~~ i incharge of Audio!! yay!! i can compose my song =P but too bad in english hehe... anyway after that went to eat sushi again... @ edo sushi @ jurong entertaining center =P den wa la home sweet hOmez now too bored liao

whEEt!? So long never come here that i forget my password -.-! juz set a new one hehe... was reading other people blog(too boring le) den suddenly got the urge to write one. Today sleep until late late... so shuang? tmr 6am must wake up for the stupid TBCM... arGhz!! Then like that lor... life as usual ~ when out with my parent den guess wat? i buy a blender haha went home directly make smoothie to drink! cool rite? now stomach a bit uneasy though =x cause the smoothie i make is banana one... den now sending kj thing make me cannot sleep -.-! sooooo sleepy!!! listen mp3 and typing this thing out... heh... lets make a report of what i have done the past week!

Monday:
Status ^^
If i not wrong... went to kBox!!! sing until so shiok haha! yhao and me like singing everything then the kj was like all also dono how to sing... then keep want to sing FIR song.

Tuesday:
Status ^^
hmm sore throat lai le hehe... other then that i can't remember what happen le

Wednesady:
Status -.-
after doing the MMAS test i was like... wow i nvr study and can do well other study until so cham also cannot do... den felt so proud =x after that went for jap test which REALLY nvr study... then guess wat? i don understand any thing at all... the question was like nearly blank when hand in? den oral test i was like... Dono? dono? dono? hahaha

Thursday:
Status -.-"
hahaha VIDP test... nvr study again =x so cham heng come out one like nth related to the lecture notes haha ask stupid question like wat the lab use... the videocam we use and such... all i anyhow pom one =P

Friday:
Status ^^
first test i study until siao = MMPJ
study the lecutre note(read thru only la... actually) den go test i dono a single thing... cham liao la!! the MMMI test was easy though... no need study one juz listen and write. Simple rite? haha but everyone have different answer which mean another cham one!! After all the test went to eat sushi @ genki sushi to celebrate~~ yhui was all the way waiting for Salmon while i see wat also eat... =X then when we about to go that time... salmon come flooding in hahaha i too full to eat le... i eat too much tofu.

Saturday:
Status o.O
hmm when to sch burn MMMI out... anyhow do one though =X then RUSH for guitar class again haha i like always rushing for the class... learn quite interesting thing like plucking method 3 and 4 which make my hand now zhong qi lai... also give us a list of song + chords then guess wat? got dang ni gu dang ni hui xiang qi shui!!!!! hehe i was like keep playing it using strumming at home lor =x together with the mp3.. shUaNgz!